...and just when i thought today was perfect

May 31, 2004 00:07

i feel like i've just been to hell and back again.....

to everyone i've hurt, i am so sorry. more sorry than you can ever imagine. i know i'm a bitch, but i never meant to cause anyome real pain and heartbreak. i am so so so sorry.

Liz, thank you so much for being there and for being you, you are such an amazing person, and it would have been so much harder to get through tonight w/o you. thank you so much.

i just want all of you to know that i am here for you, anytime of the day or night. honestly. if any of you ever need me, i'll be there for you, ANYTIME. i don't care if its 2 in the morning,i'll wake up for you. my phone is right by my bed specifically for that reason. just call, and i'll do whatever i can to help you, please remember that. 444*3135...its almost always on, so dont hesitate to call. if i don't answer, call again, because sometimes i can't hear it. if i still don't answer, leave a message and i will call you back right when i get it. i'm here for you, all of you.

i also want all of you to know that you are loved. no matter how alone in the world you feel, there is always someone who cares. i care about all of you, and i don't want anything bad to happen to you. and even if you don't believe me, and you still think no one cares, always remember that God loves you. so never think no one cares....because people do. trust me, please trust me.
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