just to hear your voice at night
today was pretty good but okay lets brign it back to yesterday i saw my moms friend [[nichole]] ha i love her she came over cuz shes leavign for vacation she woke me up at 11 lol gawsh yea then my mom picked up paige we went to go get my hair cute =] then wer went to the mall and i went school shoppign pretty much got all my cloths set yea =] then came back then left again lol with my mom to ge tmovies but we went to the dollar tree hahahaha it was fun lol. then came back here and watched movies two really gay one esspecially the second one lol. then today me and paige went to dakota and chelsea and heather and brooke came along we met nelson up and kellie and sara where up there too i got to see jeff!!!=] [[i love him more then you]]then paige had to go =[ she was up cuz of sum1 cuz he is a bitch and should think be4 he speaks. i sorta felt bad cuz of other reasons and yea idk. then we went to kroger and cvs brooke bought me a hello kitty sucker =] =] me and nelson tlak on the way to the store abotu sum things yea.
now i sorta have somethign on my mind bothering me.
i dont wanna lose anyone in high school esspecially my close friends and Jeff and im scared i have a better chance of losing jeff cuz of many reasons but i guess it coudl be turned around on me too but i really love him a lot and i dont want us not to be able to see each other in high shcool barely and just idk im afraid of wut is gunna happen and he mean everything to me and i am so glad i have him and i kno this might sound like idk the right word to put it but i kno things dont last forever but thats not how it wlaays has to be but most of the time it is and i woudl do anythign anythgin in the world to keep him in my life i swear on anything. and i dont liek the sound of a new year in a new huge school with millions of ppl and beign seperated from the ones i care abotu the most i kno i will make new friend but that6s not exactly how i want it.
now i sorta have somethign on my mind bothering me.
i dont wanna lose anyone in high school esspecially my close friends and Jeff and im scared i have a better chance of losing jeff cuz of many reasons but i guess it coudl be turned around on me too but i really love him a lot and i dont want us not to be able to see each other in high shcool barely and just idk im afraid of wut is gunna happen and he mean everything to me and i am so glad i have him and i kno this might sound like idk the right word to put it but i kno things dont last forever but thats not how it wlaays has to be but most of the time it is and i woudl do anythign anythgin in the world to keep him in my life i swear on anything. and i dont liek the sound of a new year in a new huge school with millions of ppl and beign seperated from the ones i care abotu the most i kno i will make new friend but that6s not exactly how i want it.