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It's summer! Well actually I still have two finals to take (damn skipping), but today was totally summer. I woke up at 2, went to get lunch then did a random Target stop. It was like, 96 degrees and I had my windows down, sunglasses on, music up loud, shorts and tank top... it was totally summer. It was good enough I wanted to cry.
Yesterday was the official last day. I woke up early, took my mom to work, then went to AJ's (see last update). Ofcourse he had to play the slide show again, and then played that damn Vitamen C Graduation song, so I ended up crying my eyes out. I've been so ready to get out of school that I haven't stopped to realize that I'm not going to see a good 85% of these people ever again. It was so sad! So for the next hour I cried until it was time to leave for school!
I totally lucked out and exempted English. Freakin amazing. I was doing SO well in that class, then the last two six weeks I just up and stopped doing work. Oh well! So that totally made my day awesome... then classes weren't too bad, more just time to hang out and talk and stuff. In sociology we did this thing where we picked 3 people in the class and wrote anonymous notes to them saying what we liked about them (people we hadn't been friends with before that class). Brendan wrote one to me, and of course it was funny but it made me smile. Mary's was sweet and made me tear up a little just because I love that girl to death. We like, never talked until she sat next to me in that class and band this year and now I love her!! And Katie Jones wrote me one, and it was so sweet I just had to cry. See we havn't really gotten along ever, and she wrote one saying how despite that she admires things about me and no ill feelings... sweetest thing ever.
So all in all it was a sad and happy day. Afterwards me and AJ went to Target, where I applied, and then we got a gift for Craigs party before going over there! I feel bad now that I look back on the night, because I wasn't all about Craig like I should've been, but at the same time, I look back at the night and smile because its something I'll always remember. (Random, these lyrics just came on the radio and are perfect for now: "I wanna make your world better than its ever been. And i'm gonna love you, like nobody loves you, and I'll earn your trust making memories of us")
Its summer!! YAY YAY YAY! I can't wait... I'm sad to leave highschool and the people, but I'm anxious to start college and this whole new part of my life. I worry about things like losing touch with friends, not seeing AJ as much as I want to, not liking my roommate, my classes being too hard, not seeing Hayden and Katy enough, ect... but at the same time I know I can't waste my time worrying over things that I can't really stop from happening right now. I just hope to make this summer the best. I hope to work and save a ton of money, enjoy my cruise, spend a TON of time with my friends who are leaving, and a ton with the ones that arent, hang out at the Beauchamp's like, everyday, and make as much of the time I have with AJ. I have such high expectations that I hope I don't let myself down.
AHHH! SUMMMMMMMMMMER!
I better stop before this is 1298 pages long and no one wants to read it anymore... But lastly, I'll love and miss every single one of you! I hope everyone gets what they want and has a wonderful summer/next year. Don't lose touch!
<3
P.S.-Download the song I'm listening to, it rocks :)