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its odd how much studying and work i do in college, i never would have committed this much time to things in highschool, and i would still manage straight a's. its funny how college is so much intensive, but what do you expect right? college is hard, but i like it. i wonder if it's hard like this for other people. i guess its not really hard, but time consuming.
there are times when i'm alone, not all the time, where i listen to music, and then get very nestolgic. i don't feel right when i do that, i dont 'know if its becuase i'm alone and bored so my mind wanders to those places, or if its teh music that does it. but i hate feeling that way, its not happy or depressive, its just, i guess i'm remembering stuff and yeah, i don't know how to explain it. even when i think about good memories i feel that way, i wish i knew what it was.
i guess liz is having a huge party this saturday, i'm going to be gone for most of , gladly. liz doesn't seem as distant lately, but i still can't really talk to her. i feel weird around her. i think alot of it is taht we don't have that much time together. we are always either working at class or with other people. oh well i guess....but i don't want it to be weird for her to be in the weding party still if she feels we've lost touch. i don't know. i was thinking about calling her overbreak, because it might be easier, but we'll see.
studying alot this week, for finals, but it doesn't seem as such a huge chore as it was freshman year. i think i'm just used to the college workload now. i'm excited for next semester. perfect schedule and a great pre grad school class where i only have to go to class, no papers, nothing, and its with Iacono, good stuff. world renowned stuff.
there are times when i'm alone, not all the time, where i listen to music, and then get very nestolgic. i don't feel right when i do that, i dont 'know if its becuase i'm alone and bored so my mind wanders to those places, or if its teh music that does it. but i hate feeling that way, its not happy or depressive, its just, i guess i'm remembering stuff and yeah, i don't know how to explain it. even when i think about good memories i feel that way, i wish i knew what it was.
i guess liz is having a huge party this saturday, i'm going to be gone for most of , gladly. liz doesn't seem as distant lately, but i still can't really talk to her. i feel weird around her. i think alot of it is taht we don't have that much time together. we are always either working at class or with other people. oh well i guess....but i don't want it to be weird for her to be in the weding party still if she feels we've lost touch. i don't know. i was thinking about calling her overbreak, because it might be easier, but we'll see.
studying alot this week, for finals, but it doesn't seem as such a huge chore as it was freshman year. i think i'm just used to the college workload now. i'm excited for next semester. perfect schedule and a great pre grad school class where i only have to go to class, no papers, nothing, and its with Iacono, good stuff. world renowned stuff.