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I Am So Blessed To Be Here:
there's nothin better than feeling like u really "belong" somewhere
i am so comfortable in the position that i'm in righ now
but then again knowing that you've left behind something(s) hurts
at some points in life i feel like i've done somethin wrong
specially with certain people, i always feel like i've done somethin wrong like i'm jus old news like o.k. we use to be frens and now she's gone.. on to someone new, i mean i miss that feeling of havin nothin to do and jus goin to eachothers houses and still havin nothin to do
LOL!the best part was when we would all be together in the mornin either at starbucks or jamba juice,dam now that i think about it i wasn't such a good friend i never wanted to do anything with anybody i was jus in my own little shell mayne if only i could go back in time and maybe fix things up a little, maybe it wouldn make me feel ike i've done somethin wrong
as much as i hate to say this*tear*i feel like jenna righ now, like i've jus died and everybody forgets about me, and as time flys at one point they think of me for an instant then it jus all fades away
ahh-well i try not to think about it too much, and you know what maybe people feel that same way about me u will never know because wer'e always keepin things bottled up inside,mayne i dont know why i'm feelin like this there's always something(s) that bring you down when you think you "have it all"
mayne, whatever i'm not gunna let small things get to me
thats kinda why i dont want to go back to cali to see ANYBODY
because i know i'm jus gunna feel outta place i mean like i had it all planned out too who im gunna chill with and when but things change, people change..
yup yup but heyyy im still blessed to be here, to be able to have new friends,a new school,a new house, and jus i dunno EVERYTHING
blaa O.k im outtt
there's nothin better than feeling like u really "belong" somewhere
i am so comfortable in the position that i'm in righ now
but then again knowing that you've left behind something(s) hurts
at some points in life i feel like i've done somethin wrong
specially with certain people, i always feel like i've done somethin wrong like i'm jus old news like o.k. we use to be frens and now she's gone.. on to someone new, i mean i miss that feeling of havin nothin to do and jus goin to eachothers houses and still havin nothin to do
LOL!the best part was when we would all be together in the mornin either at starbucks or jamba juice,dam now that i think about it i wasn't such a good friend i never wanted to do anything with anybody i was jus in my own little shell mayne if only i could go back in time and maybe fix things up a little, maybe it wouldn make me feel ike i've done somethin wrong
as much as i hate to say this*tear*i feel like jenna righ now, like i've jus died and everybody forgets about me, and as time flys at one point they think of me for an instant then it jus all fades away
ahh-well i try not to think about it too much, and you know what maybe people feel that same way about me u will never know because wer'e always keepin things bottled up inside,mayne i dont know why i'm feelin like this there's always something(s) that bring you down when you think you "have it all"
mayne, whatever i'm not gunna let small things get to me
thats kinda why i dont want to go back to cali to see ANYBODY
because i know i'm jus gunna feel outta place i mean like i had it all planned out too who im gunna chill with and when but things change, people change..
yup yup but heyyy im still blessed to be here, to be able to have new friends,a new school,a new house, and jus i dunno EVERYTHING
blaa O.k im outtt