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.tonight was pretty much a waste of going out.
I ended up spending $15 on one beer.
oh wait. $14.75.
That angers me up hardcore.
I think I am now going to commit a sin.
All because god is already out to get me.
I'm on my feet,
i'm on the floor,
i'm good to go.
and all I need is just to hear a song i know.
i wanna always feel like part of this was mine
i wanna fall in love tonight.
I have a stupid way of thinking.
When I tell someone the situation i'm in, it makes me seem like such a dickhead, some naive dickhead.
When I think of the situation, I don't think it's that bad though.
Hearing it outloud knocks some sense into me.
Maybe I should talk to myself.
I want to name one of my kids (if i ever have kids) Rye.
Not because i'm a big alcoholic or anything.
I just love Rye Bread.
You know what I don't love?
When a friend of mine goes around and tells people that me and him are going out.
I find it kind of funny.
Those kind of rumors he spreads are what got us into a fight last time.
You would think he would learn.
K so. I'm really excited for that little vacation i'm taking.
I'm not really sure why I call it a vacation.
It's not like I do a whole lot that I need to take a vacation from.
It'll be a nice vacation from Teulon.
It's only for a weekend, but I just can't wait.
Only like 18 days away.
I'm going to make the best cds for the ride there.
I think I think too much about stupid useless things.
...still i'm perfect
it must be you cause now it's over
i was so close
that was the most that i have ever been through
now old cassettes and cigarettes
will be the ones to save you
how can you ask for me to stay
when all you ever do is go?
Last night I dreamt I shared a smoke with a guy as we walked down mainstreet at night.
We had such a serious conversation about life and death.
I couldn't see who he was..
His voice sounded so familiar.
When we reached the hall, we decided to cross the street.
I was about a meter or two ahead of him.
He got hit by a car.
One of my friends was driving the car.
It was not a fun dream.
It made me sad.
I ended up spending $15 on one beer.
oh wait. $14.75.
That angers me up hardcore.
I think I am now going to commit a sin.
All because god is already out to get me.
I'm on my feet,
i'm on the floor,
i'm good to go.
and all I need is just to hear a song i know.
i wanna always feel like part of this was mine
i wanna fall in love tonight.
I have a stupid way of thinking.
When I tell someone the situation i'm in, it makes me seem like such a dickhead, some naive dickhead.
When I think of the situation, I don't think it's that bad though.
Hearing it outloud knocks some sense into me.
Maybe I should talk to myself.
I want to name one of my kids (if i ever have kids) Rye.
Not because i'm a big alcoholic or anything.
I just love Rye Bread.
You know what I don't love?
When a friend of mine goes around and tells people that me and him are going out.
I find it kind of funny.
Those kind of rumors he spreads are what got us into a fight last time.
You would think he would learn.
K so. I'm really excited for that little vacation i'm taking.
I'm not really sure why I call it a vacation.
It's not like I do a whole lot that I need to take a vacation from.
It'll be a nice vacation from Teulon.
It's only for a weekend, but I just can't wait.
Only like 18 days away.
I'm going to make the best cds for the ride there.
I think I think too much about stupid useless things.
...still i'm perfect
it must be you cause now it's over
i was so close
that was the most that i have ever been through
now old cassettes and cigarettes
will be the ones to save you
how can you ask for me to stay
when all you ever do is go?
Last night I dreamt I shared a smoke with a guy as we walked down mainstreet at night.
We had such a serious conversation about life and death.
I couldn't see who he was..
His voice sounded so familiar.
When we reached the hall, we decided to cross the street.
I was about a meter or two ahead of him.
He got hit by a car.
One of my friends was driving the car.
It was not a fun dream.
It made me sad.