Live is Good.
For now at least.
But I know better than to
assume this kind of thing lasts though.
It almost went all downhill yesterday.
I was late to therapy and I
started crying because I really didnt
want to miss Tessa. I havent seen her
in 3 weeks and havent talked to her in
1 week because she got her cell
AND computer taken.
But when we pulled out, there was MY Muse
sitting cross legged in the hallway,
where we often go to seak eachother.
I flew into the door and slid down
into her arms and i dont know when
I have been so excited to see anyone
and I held onto that girl for dear life.
My therapist said everyone in Newhall could
hear us screaming.
And we sat and in the hall and chatted until
she had to go, but after she left,
my life felt restored. Like when
your mom sighs that breath of relief
after filling the car up with gas.
Today was good too, suprisingly.
STAR Testing minimum day.
My class is the best.
Then went to the Dollar Tree with Lyssa.
Went to McDonalds and hung with
Dillon, Spencer, Cameron, Brandon,
Kris, and Nick Ho.
Went to the Movies.
Went back to McDonalds with
Jordan and Mia and Kaitln
and saw Kathy and Sara.
Then got Ice Cream.
Then came home.
And im tiiierd.
Damn.
Maybe I lied about
not liking anyone.
I like him.
kjfhkdgfsldkfghg
Even though he doesnt like me.
I cant help it.
Hes not like other boys.
Hes cute and sweet and chill.
Sigh.
Fuck.
Naptime.
But I know better than to
assume this kind of thing lasts though.
It almost went all downhill yesterday.
I was late to therapy and I
started crying because I really didnt
want to miss Tessa. I havent seen her
in 3 weeks and havent talked to her in
1 week because she got her cell
AND computer taken.
But when we pulled out, there was MY Muse
sitting cross legged in the hallway,
where we often go to seak eachother.
I flew into the door and slid down
into her arms and i dont know when
I have been so excited to see anyone
and I held onto that girl for dear life.
My therapist said everyone in Newhall could
hear us screaming.
And we sat and in the hall and chatted until
she had to go, but after she left,
my life felt restored. Like when
your mom sighs that breath of relief
after filling the car up with gas.
Today was good too, suprisingly.
STAR Testing minimum day.
My class is the best.
Then went to the Dollar Tree with Lyssa.
Went to McDonalds and hung with
Dillon, Spencer, Cameron, Brandon,
Kris, and Nick Ho.
Went to the Movies.
Went back to McDonalds with
Jordan and Mia and Kaitln
and saw Kathy and Sara.
Then got Ice Cream.
Then came home.
And im tiiierd.
Damn.
Maybe I lied about
not liking anyone.
I like him.
kjfhkdgfsldkfghg
Even though he doesnt like me.
I cant help it.
Hes not like other boys.
Hes cute and sweet and chill.
Sigh.
Fuck.
Naptime.