High School
is soon.
Cheer is... ah!
i dont doubt we NEED cheerleaders.
but not my thing.
And I dont like that a lot of the
new cheerleaders only tried
out because everyone else was.
They aren't even cheer people.
And they dont understand
what kind of commitment this is.
YOU JUST GAVE UP YOUR LIFE.
The practices, the games, the time.
The fake bond.
But hmm.
Congrats.., really.
Im just scared for the friendships.
But I'm thrilled for new opportunities.
OVER thrilled.
I guess all this nonsense will really
prove friendships.
Thrilled//Anxious//Excited//Scared.
Butterflies.
Lately I feel incrediously
disconnected from EVERYONE
and EVERYTHING. Like someone
pulled my cord right out of the
electricty outlit.
I hate it. No ones really listening
lately. But it happens every now and
again. I havent been to therapy in awhile.
Pisses me off. INEEDTOGO.
I just realized i get her all all all
to myself next year. that makes me smile..
Cheer is... ah!
i dont doubt we NEED cheerleaders.
but not my thing.
And I dont like that a lot of the
new cheerleaders only tried
out because everyone else was.
They aren't even cheer people.
And they dont understand
what kind of commitment this is.
YOU JUST GAVE UP YOUR LIFE.
The practices, the games, the time.
The fake bond.
But hmm.
Congrats.., really.
Im just scared for the friendships.
But I'm thrilled for new opportunities.
OVER thrilled.
I guess all this nonsense will really
prove friendships.
Thrilled//Anxious//Excited//Scared.
Butterflies.
Lately I feel incrediously
disconnected from EVERYONE
and EVERYTHING. Like someone
pulled my cord right out of the
electricty outlit.
I hate it. No ones really listening
lately. But it happens every now and
again. I havent been to therapy in awhile.
Pisses me off. INEEDTOGO.
I just realized i get her all all all
to myself next year. that makes me smile..