Gosh.

[lovexlovexlovex]

I
dont
know.
Today was a minimum day.
It wasn't eventful in the least.
I went to Tiny's then took the bus
with Delanie and Mel to Mel's
house after school.
It was fun.
But for many reasons I know
I should have gone to the movies.

Everyone is talking about it.
Eric's dad died.
I think it is the saddest thing
I have ever heard in my life.
And I feel so bad.
For some odd reason,
I feel a tad bit responsible.
And I know thats 200% stupid.
But i do.
Its as if Tessa and I are some
terrible curse. Her ex boyfriend
dies. My ex boyfriend's dad dies.
Ugh.

Jealousy overcomes me these days.
I always am looking at people
these days and thinking wow...
I will never be as close to her
as she is. Or wow. She gets
anyone she wants. Totally something
that I put myself way above.
But ive been doing it lately.

Sigh.
fdslkjglkj.
Also, I am going to be quite frank
about who I like. I really
like Dillon. And I have some feelings
for Joey. Even though I think
I really shouldn't.
fdlfhkjh