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Today was ok. I woke up around 9ish. Was talkin to Todd for a lil. Then i was just layin around for a whilee. N i got a shower n got ready then wen my mom came home we went to the mall n i got an outfit to wear for easterr. Its ok i guess but yah its the hazleton mall so they have nothing? I got this light blue shirt that goes down low n is kinda short then a darker blue camisole with lace on it to go under n jeans, n these cute diamond hoops in boscovs. N i saw my cousin Tanya, Aunt Joanne, and Jaden.. Tanya's babyy she like just had. Omg shes sooo small and so cute and has these bright blue big eyes! We went home n i put stuff away n whatever. Then i was watchin this movie on TBS.. it was soo good it was about this girl who`s brother died n she cud never get over it n her mom got this lady ruth to help her get over it and she kinda did then ruth got married n got abused n she had a baby, n the whole time the girl.. not ruth the other one i cant remember her name was like older n tellin this lady that came to see her in the home the story n the story helped her i dunno lol that probly sounds really confusing n dumb but it wasnt. I ended up fallin asleep for like 2hours.. i neededd it aha cuz i got like 3-4hours of sleep.. not even last night. N now i feel kinda sick but idk. I might do somethin with nicki 2night i dunno. Todays 7years.. i think since my dad died =/ my mom seems really depressed n i forgot wat day it was n then later she told me n yah. but ill write later.. <3 ashley

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