BIG let down.
Let me start by saying sorry if I say anything mean about anyone but I am very upset at this moment so please don't take it badly.
Yesterday were Into the Woods auditions and I sang Children of the Wind. I sang the peice okay besides messing up my words and having to just end up singing the chorus which is the higher part of the song. I did'nt expect to get a callback but I really wanted to show Mr. Friedmen what I can do. The thing that bums be out most of all is that Taylor got a callback and I did not, don't take this that Taylor does'nt deserve one and I do its just that she is best friend and its hard to see her get a callback and me with nothing. (I am very happy for Taylor, just disappointed that we both can't share this together.) I just feel that I am not really got for anything now, I really don't know if I trully want to continue with theater it just all seems like one giant let down after another. Maybe I am just not good enough for it all or maybe I just should not try out. I dunno its all so fucking shitty. Well.. all I can say is so far this year sucks. Hello Dolly was fun and all but thats about it so far. My grades suck and so does basically everything.
I hate to rant and rave but its just how I feel yeah know? I will feel better after this shit is over maybe.. well congrats to Taylor and everyone else who did get a callback. Have fun.
Happy Birthday Taylor.
Yesterday were Into the Woods auditions and I sang Children of the Wind. I sang the peice okay besides messing up my words and having to just end up singing the chorus which is the higher part of the song. I did'nt expect to get a callback but I really wanted to show Mr. Friedmen what I can do. The thing that bums be out most of all is that Taylor got a callback and I did not, don't take this that Taylor does'nt deserve one and I do its just that she is best friend and its hard to see her get a callback and me with nothing. (I am very happy for Taylor, just disappointed that we both can't share this together.) I just feel that I am not really got for anything now, I really don't know if I trully want to continue with theater it just all seems like one giant let down after another. Maybe I am just not good enough for it all or maybe I just should not try out. I dunno its all so fucking shitty. Well.. all I can say is so far this year sucks. Hello Dolly was fun and all but thats about it so far. My grades suck and so does basically everything.
I hate to rant and rave but its just how I feel yeah know? I will feel better after this shit is over maybe.. well congrats to Taylor and everyone else who did get a callback. Have fun.
Happy Birthday Taylor.