Just another bad day (yesterday).
-RED LIGHT-
No words to start to say how I feel
Things going on, I wouldn’t say there ideal
People talking crap, because I’m not who they want me to be.
When really they should open their eyes and see that all I can be is me!
I feel like I have to tell all, tell everyone everything.
But all I need for me is to just to sing.
The phone rings and it’s my doctor.
Telling me things you wouldn’t understand… that’s a bit of a shocker.
Can anything else go wrong? Well this is just the start.
My dad walks through the door and tares everyone apart.
I step in to tell him to stop,
Next thing you know my heart comes to a drop.
He doesn’t want me here, I can see it in his eyes.
I almost went to say all my good byes.
My little brother’s face popped into my head.
And I just realized I could never do what I just said.
I’m here for my mom; I’m here for my bro… all that I know.
I’m strong and they need me
But sometimes they get so carried away I think they don’t see me.
Through all that has happened, theres ONE person always there, that one person is my best friend, my leader, this person is my mom. Well always be together no matter what anyone says, she’s my best friend and she cares I know she’ll always be there.
So I’ll mind my own business and work hard towards what I want to do.
I don’t need anyone… and I don’t need you.
My eyes are red and swollen and finally tears have ran-out.
As I lie in bed ready to go to sleep I think about…
How he was supposed to call and I felt kind of hurt.
I guess I’m kinda scared I don’t want him to treat me like dirt.
I thought I would never like him and how I’m lying here wishing I had him.
Next I got a call from my drunken friends, that the word is out that his step dad had died, my heart in my throte I hung up and called Cory.
I asked him if he was okay… but all I can do is worry.
I’ll always be there for him weather he needs me or not.
I just pray he stays strong and doesn’t get tangled up in that knot.
I’m not sure of his friends I really don’t know them,
I know they talk crap and think their hard… they really don’t know him.
As long as there they’re for him that’s fine.
I really don’t care about the shit they talk… that’s just a sign.
I’m the strong one here with a lot on her plate.
Just keep an opened mind and don’t close that gate.
Wipe those eyes and wash that face,
Every things ganna be fine. Slap on that smile and spread around your grace.
-GREEN LIGHT-
No words to start to say how I feel
Things going on, I wouldn’t say there ideal
People talking crap, because I’m not who they want me to be.
When really they should open their eyes and see that all I can be is me!
I feel like I have to tell all, tell everyone everything.
But all I need for me is to just to sing.
The phone rings and it’s my doctor.
Telling me things you wouldn’t understand… that’s a bit of a shocker.
Can anything else go wrong? Well this is just the start.
My dad walks through the door and tares everyone apart.
I step in to tell him to stop,
Next thing you know my heart comes to a drop.
He doesn’t want me here, I can see it in his eyes.
I almost went to say all my good byes.
My little brother’s face popped into my head.
And I just realized I could never do what I just said.
I’m here for my mom; I’m here for my bro… all that I know.
I’m strong and they need me
But sometimes they get so carried away I think they don’t see me.
Through all that has happened, theres ONE person always there, that one person is my best friend, my leader, this person is my mom. Well always be together no matter what anyone says, she’s my best friend and she cares I know she’ll always be there.
So I’ll mind my own business and work hard towards what I want to do.
I don’t need anyone… and I don’t need you.
My eyes are red and swollen and finally tears have ran-out.
As I lie in bed ready to go to sleep I think about…
How he was supposed to call and I felt kind of hurt.
I guess I’m kinda scared I don’t want him to treat me like dirt.
I thought I would never like him and how I’m lying here wishing I had him.
Next I got a call from my drunken friends, that the word is out that his step dad had died, my heart in my throte I hung up and called Cory.
I asked him if he was okay… but all I can do is worry.
I’ll always be there for him weather he needs me or not.
I just pray he stays strong and doesn’t get tangled up in that knot.
I’m not sure of his friends I really don’t know them,
I know they talk crap and think their hard… they really don’t know him.
As long as there they’re for him that’s fine.
I really don’t care about the shit they talk… that’s just a sign.
I’m the strong one here with a lot on her plate.
Just keep an opened mind and don’t close that gate.
Wipe those eyes and wash that face,
Every things ganna be fine. Slap on that smile and spread around your grace.
-GREEN LIGHT-