-Winter Break-
WELL CHRISTMAS BREAK IS GOING PRETTY GOOD, BESIDES THE FACT THAT I DON'T REALLY FEEL GOOD BUT YA KNOW... I USUALLY DON'T LET THAT GET IN MY WAY LOL. MY WORK STILL REALLY REALLY SUCKS BUT I CAN'T REALLY DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT UNTILL CHRISTMAS IS OVER AND I FIND A NEW JOB, UNTIL THEN I WILL HAVE TO JUST GRIN AND BARE IT. WELL... SO I WAS SEEING THIS ONE GUY, THIS GUY I HAVE KNOWN SINCE LIKE 7TH OT 8TH GRADE AND WE DATED A LONG TIME AGO BUT JUST KINDA DRIFFTED APPART, AND THEN EVER SINCE THEN WE BEEN OFF AND ON, BUT JUST REALLY HOOK UPS. WELL LATELY WE BEEN SPENDING MORE TIME TOGETHER BUT I DON'T KNOW. I KNOW THAT WERE BOLTH REALLY CONFUSED, IT'S NOT JUST A CRUSH "OH I LIKE HIM I THINK HE'S SO HOT BLAH BLAH BLAH". IT'S A LITTLE WEIRD, WEV'E BEEN FRIENDS OR AKA HOOK UP PALLS FOR A LONG TIME SO IT'S A LITTLE CONFUSING. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEND WITH IT. WE HAVN'T TALKING FOR A COUPLE DAYS, I DONT KNOW WHY... I THINK BECAUSE HE GOT MAD I WENT TO SOME LITTLE PARTY OR WHATEVER... OR MAYBE WERE JUST DRIFFTING APPART AGAIN. IT'S REALLY CONFUSING. ANYWAYS... I MISS A SERTAIN SOMEONE SO MUCH BUT I REALLY CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. ---ANYWAYS--- SO ALL OF CHRISTMAS BREAK I JUST BEEN WORKING, SLEEPING, PARTYING AND YA.<<< SOUNDS GOOD TO ME!! MAND I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL CHRISTMAS.... AHAHAHAHA I STILL HAVE TO GO CHRISTMAS SHOPPING!! IM SO LAGGING! WOOOPS!!! WELL I LOVE MY FRIENDS BUT I THINK I MIGHT JUST LAY AROUND TODAY AND HELP MY MOMMY CLEAN THE HOUSE. YAYA! LOL.<33333 JtotheESSICA!!!