::Random::
ok.
i'm telling you now this will be a VERY random post of what i'm thinking RIGHT NOW.
here it goes.
i hate ice cream truck songs. they always seem to come by your neighborhood when you're in the middle of the best nap and they go on FOREVER on repeat and just happen to stop right in front of your house.
this weekend, my bed has been my best friend. it disgusts me. i hate that i've felt so lethargic and that i've spent so much time sleeping instead of doing...anything! i also hate my eating patterns as of late. all of it just runs to the top of mount everest and with a microphone and speakers and volume turned up to the highest possible and SCREAMS FAT.
i'm going to force myself to do crunches after this.
i like the fact that i don't look that old too much, like deep inside this body is a 50-year old woman with vanity issues. but i'm not 50, i'm only 21 getting excited when people think i'm still 17.
i've thought about this before and i thought about it again today but something that i seriously fear, like i would probably be devastated over if ever it happened, would be the death of any of the original actors that play in the harry potter movies thus calling for a replacement actor. it just wouldn't be the same.
i love my friends. i love them in their crazy drunkeness and that they seriously don't need anyone to get crazy drunk but friends. no need to be impressive for anyone, no expecting anyone to be impressive, just take those fuckin shots and let the party begin! i kind of wish i could have gotten a little more drunk instead of a little tipsy, but i didn't want to scare all of the other people there away LOL. plus, i can't take shots like kara and tabatha can, Lord Jesus. LOL.
i bought a GRE book yesterday and a GRE vocab cd for my ipod. too bad the cd port on this laptop doesn't work. idk maybe if i sit here and hit it long enough it'll open. fffffff.
anyways, the studying for that effin test begins...sort of.
it's a slow process.
LOL.
but i'm starting. it's like almost $200 to take that effin test. FUUUUUUUCK.
but i need to do it :'(
reading through my book made me feel a little better about it.
but still.
omg, i need to start going back to the gym...
why haven't i updated this? you haven't heard my stories, if anyone can call them stories, from california and new york!
later...maybe.
i'm telling you now this will be a VERY random post of what i'm thinking RIGHT NOW.
here it goes.
i hate ice cream truck songs. they always seem to come by your neighborhood when you're in the middle of the best nap and they go on FOREVER on repeat and just happen to stop right in front of your house.
this weekend, my bed has been my best friend. it disgusts me. i hate that i've felt so lethargic and that i've spent so much time sleeping instead of doing...anything! i also hate my eating patterns as of late. all of it just runs to the top of mount everest and with a microphone and speakers and volume turned up to the highest possible and SCREAMS FAT.
i'm going to force myself to do crunches after this.
i like the fact that i don't look that old too much, like deep inside this body is a 50-year old woman with vanity issues. but i'm not 50, i'm only 21 getting excited when people think i'm still 17.
i've thought about this before and i thought about it again today but something that i seriously fear, like i would probably be devastated over if ever it happened, would be the death of any of the original actors that play in the harry potter movies thus calling for a replacement actor. it just wouldn't be the same.
i love my friends. i love them in their crazy drunkeness and that they seriously don't need anyone to get crazy drunk but friends. no need to be impressive for anyone, no expecting anyone to be impressive, just take those fuckin shots and let the party begin! i kind of wish i could have gotten a little more drunk instead of a little tipsy, but i didn't want to scare all of the other people there away LOL. plus, i can't take shots like kara and tabatha can, Lord Jesus. LOL.
i bought a GRE book yesterday and a GRE vocab cd for my ipod. too bad the cd port on this laptop doesn't work. idk maybe if i sit here and hit it long enough it'll open. fffffff.
anyways, the studying for that effin test begins...sort of.
it's a slow process.
LOL.
but i'm starting. it's like almost $200 to take that effin test. FUUUUUUUCK.
but i need to do it :'(
reading through my book made me feel a little better about it.
but still.
omg, i need to start going back to the gym...
why haven't i updated this? you haven't heard my stories, if anyone can call them stories, from california and new york!
later...maybe.