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sajc tabletennis, i think we need to thank the gods.
for this bloody nice draw we got today.
seriously, i think its luck.
and we happen to have it today.
but anyhow, i should just be bloody glad.
but i've no idea why im not.
maybe its just this monthly thing.
and talking to maria doesn't help.
i should just break off contact with all marist tt guys.
they remind me of ___.
yuck, who appeared out of the blue today,
and totally destroyed my mood.
YUCK. YUCK. YUCK.
im totally disgusted.
lucky with help from some nice teammates,
i managed to not see him directly AT ALL.
my god, total nightmare.
anyhow, i need to brace myself for quarters.
gaaaahhhh.
i think coach wants to split me and elaine.
:/
i dont know what to say seriously.
his thinking's really rigid.
oh well, i need to reflect.
love,
twig