No ways to describe
I am quite damn excited about moving in with Clark. That's the plan right now; late July or so. I'm really to get in with a new crowd thanks to Lauren and Clark. This last year has been so disorienting. I need new women, new friends, a new life.
Half of this is because I'm ecstasy, and half of it is because I just feel like I'm starting to make the right choices. Elizabeth, as sweet as she be, is a lost cause times infinity. I don't wanna neccesarily leave her entire life, but it's just, well, nothing's gonna come of it; that much is apparent.
I'm excited to meet some new girls, and I've gained alot of confidence, actually. You know, I talk about how shitty this year was, but I'm surprised at how much confidence I've gained. I rarely ever have this impulse, but I wanna go to a party full of girls I don't know and just flirt around. You know? Quit looking for the perfect one, and just start slower. Make small talk, eventually follow up, become friends, then start dating, and so on and so on. I've never really taken that route before, and it's time I did.
Are there people you feel so sorry for you have no idea how to ever deal with it? Yeah, felt that way a little bit ago. Sorry; I mean it.
But I just can't feel down right now, not one bit. I'm so excited about starting a new life. I can't wait to be somewhere where my past has no place there. It's all about who I am and where I'm going, and will you come along?
Half of this is because I'm ecstasy, and half of it is because I just feel like I'm starting to make the right choices. Elizabeth, as sweet as she be, is a lost cause times infinity. I don't wanna neccesarily leave her entire life, but it's just, well, nothing's gonna come of it; that much is apparent.
I'm excited to meet some new girls, and I've gained alot of confidence, actually. You know, I talk about how shitty this year was, but I'm surprised at how much confidence I've gained. I rarely ever have this impulse, but I wanna go to a party full of girls I don't know and just flirt around. You know? Quit looking for the perfect one, and just start slower. Make small talk, eventually follow up, become friends, then start dating, and so on and so on. I've never really taken that route before, and it's time I did.
Are there people you feel so sorry for you have no idea how to ever deal with it? Yeah, felt that way a little bit ago. Sorry; I mean it.
But I just can't feel down right now, not one bit. I'm so excited about starting a new life. I can't wait to be somewhere where my past has no place there. It's all about who I am and where I'm going, and will you come along?