[18] ...terrible.
I've discovered that there's little that will keep me more entertained than a creature more lacking in intelligence than most.
...And here I was, thinking incompetence and naivete was a trait limited mainly to humans...
It seems he eventually took the hint, judging by what has recently been recorded. Regardless, however... it is almost sad.
But it matters not.
...I have an idea. I have had it for a while, I simply have not managed to test it yet. Perhaps if it works... I can set the gears in motion once again...
Juudai... your silence, your lack of acknowledgement of me... I feel as though I'm being humored, considered a nuisance by you at this point. Is that not right?
I almost -- almost -- wish I could not, would not love you anymore. Because always, I will remember those days and weeks and months we spent together, while you began to grow avoidant over time, and perhaps even weighed down by my mere existence, and I will always say to myself, "I'm being humored; I've been being humored".
Why, after all, shouldn't you just toss my opinion aside and go on like you are not affected by anything I say?
You know I will never complain, however. I never have, not once. Doubts have run through my mind on more than one occasion, and I have almost bent to their will at times... but I stopped myself before such a thing happened.
I will never complain about what happened.
...I will only ever blame you for it.
...And here I was, thinking incompetence and naivete was a trait limited mainly to humans...
It seems he eventually took the hint, judging by what has recently been recorded. Regardless, however... it is almost sad.
But it matters not.
...I have an idea. I have had it for a while, I simply have not managed to test it yet. Perhaps if it works... I can set the gears in motion once again...
Juudai... your silence, your lack of acknowledgement of me... I feel as though I'm being humored, considered a nuisance by you at this point. Is that not right?
I almost -- almost -- wish I could not, would not love you anymore. Because always, I will remember those days and weeks and months we spent together, while you began to grow avoidant over time, and perhaps even weighed down by my mere existence, and I will always say to myself, "I'm being humored; I've been being humored".
Why, after all, shouldn't you just toss my opinion aside and go on like you are not affected by anything I say?
You know I will never complain, however. I never have, not once. Doubts have run through my mind on more than one occasion, and I have almost bent to their will at times... but I stopped myself before such a thing happened.
I will never complain about what happened.
...I will only ever blame you for it.