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im gonna recap this month because it sucked.
i got this amazing boyfriend.
he was great and i didnt realize it till well after we had already broken up.
so i broke up with him.
thought i lost him.
turns out i hadnt TOTALLY.
started to treat him like shit.
i went to cheer camp and actually i had a great time.
but then i didnt feel to included but it was still fun.
then i lose the guy of my dreams to another girl cause my dumb ass didnt tell him sooner that i felt that way for him.
then i get my liscense.
which leads to a whole new level of responsibility.
i get an application for a job.
havent turned that in yet.
get in a wreck that was MY FAULT.
even though the lady behind me caused me to hit the man in front of me and my car was the one injured the most.
so i might lose my liscense and everything i have worked 15 years to accomplish including cheerleading/soccer/friendships.
so if anyone says this was a good month for me, then id like to hear there interpretation cause im not seeing it.
my losses:
my car, which was my life.
a guy that had seriuos potential.
and possibly my friends cause i dont have my car anymore to take them places.
and for other reasons like new girls.
i wish i woulda gotten hurt in that wreck, or killed.
then i wouldnt have to deal with this pressure.
i got this amazing boyfriend.
he was great and i didnt realize it till well after we had already broken up.
so i broke up with him.
thought i lost him.
turns out i hadnt TOTALLY.
started to treat him like shit.
i went to cheer camp and actually i had a great time.
but then i didnt feel to included but it was still fun.
then i lose the guy of my dreams to another girl cause my dumb ass didnt tell him sooner that i felt that way for him.
then i get my liscense.
which leads to a whole new level of responsibility.
i get an application for a job.
havent turned that in yet.
get in a wreck that was MY FAULT.
even though the lady behind me caused me to hit the man in front of me and my car was the one injured the most.
so i might lose my liscense and everything i have worked 15 years to accomplish including cheerleading/soccer/friendships.
so if anyone says this was a good month for me, then id like to hear there interpretation cause im not seeing it.
my losses:
my car, which was my life.
a guy that had seriuos potential.
and possibly my friends cause i dont have my car anymore to take them places.
and for other reasons like new girls.
i wish i woulda gotten hurt in that wreck, or killed.
then i wouldnt have to deal with this pressure.