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today.. was a very boring/weird/sad/idk day.. ughh lets just start with the morning.. i woke up then seen it was snowing! yay! then took a shower and tryed to finish my social studies project.. went to the movies stuff happened.. ugh.. write now im crying while writing this f-ing thing.. i still dont feel like i did the rite thing.. even though ppl said i did.. im scared just by remembering what happened... i dont want them to be mad at me though.. i just didnt want to anything bad to happened.. right now i just need someone or something that will make me happy.. because i just cant stop crying.. i feel so scared and sad.. just thinking about what "could have" happened.. ughh it was like a nightmare coming true.. now i know how my cousin feels.. and i love my cousin for helping me..if it wasnt for him maybe that person wouldnt be okay.. you never know... i just need to get out and not think about this anymore. but it feels impossible.. -muahs danielle