Aug 25, 2005 14:09
so today i was thinking to myself...
like i have everything that i could want, okay not everything, but most part of it..
one of my biggest dream will come true, yeah, marcella got backstage passes to us, and i´m going to meet simple plan, like face to face, omfg.
my friends are great, i love them to death..
okay, my parents some times piss me off, but what can i do? they´re my parents, and i love them, i coudn´t live without them, even when they piss me off..
i´m finally getting over somebody, okay, it´s really complicated and recent but i´m getting over it =o}
so why do i feel this way? like, bored, jaded, and that stuff, i have everything to be happy but i´m not that happy.. i wish i could be happy without second thoughts, you know? that i smile like i mean it not smiling to hide some stupid feelings that i feel..
why am i writing in english anyway? god i must have serios problems