Cookie Cutter

Jun 14, 2008 19:35

These past couple of months I have turned in the person I thought I would never be.

I turned into.........."that" crazy girl. Dummm dummm dumm.

I don't even know what happened, but I would leave long voice mails and send him long messages. My friends even got in on it a few times. Ok so I am def. not as crazy as 75% of women, but still I feel bad. I don't regret the things I said because I believe them, I just regret being weak enough to show him my weakness.I have been screwed over for so long that this was just the breaking point.

What really sucks is that I just lost one of my best friends. Truly in my mind we were as close (emotionally) as two people of the opposite sex could ever be.

It is mostly his fault though. I don't think he knows what it is to have people care about him. He has so many friends that love him (well two that I know) and he just gets annoyed with them and cuts them off just like he did to me.

I can't stand people who don't stand by their words. Sugar coat my ass.

Don't tell me what you think I want to hear. Just tell me the truth. I can handle it.
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