haha you guys are all sad
im so happy that everyone else is down and depressed and shit and its not me for once. its like life decided to shit on everyone else this week/month. after i quit partying everything got better. im trying to make ammends with all the people i fucked over, and im willing to admit that everything was my fault and this has come as a huge relief to me. so far my campaign to appologize has gone ok. even though i got my shit fucked up this weekend at the y show i still had a great time. good people and this time sober has made me so happy. thank you everyone else for getting shit on. oh yeah and anyone who wants to try and fuck this up for me can fucking die a horrible death. ya heard?