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school starts in like 3 days, im slightly excited, but not really. i think i need to start seeing a shrink again. i get paranoid as shit all the time, panic attacks like once a day, im just waiting for the nervous breakdown. as i have said for the second time today, i feel as if im not welcome anywhere, like im just a burden to everyone. im lonely, im angry, and i have no direction. yeah thats it.