stop!
im sooo tired but i have so many thoughts in my head that i cant sleep..so here i am...
where to start...everything has been a lil turned upside down lately...today was interesting...i hadnt talked to andrew in about 2 weeks which i was kinda happy bout in a way cuz i know its a bad idea and then he came in to work today and it was like takin 5 steps back again...im bad at doin that i know...
family life has been crazy...i dont even know whats goin on half the time though cuz im never home..but luckily my sis told me the other day that shes feeling happier and she thinks her luck is changing which is very good cuz maybe she wont go psychotic again...my mom, i dunno...i dunno what to do there...and pops...hes never clued into anythin..he just doesnt wanna deal with it....
hmm..friday night was fun...that was the bonfire at ash's beach...it was really different with so many people there this time but it was still cool...i dont think anything can beat the first one though with rachels palm branch...man that was good times...we were worried the whole night though cuz shaun fell off the face of the earth..but dont worry we found the dumbass...im excited for the next fiesta..probly on x-mas break sumtime..more smores! yay...hopefully it doesnt set me backwards again though.....
me n nicohle definitely gotta talk more...i stayed bout an extra hour at work today just chattin with her...we are so alike its crazy...i like bein able to relate with her..especially with my faith, which is a lil confusing right now...not goin as good as id like but im tryin...just not gettin anywhere yet...
things are still akward with sum people..i thought it was good now but i was wrong...i dunno how to fix it though...and i hate that cuz i need that to get better....
where to start...everything has been a lil turned upside down lately...today was interesting...i hadnt talked to andrew in about 2 weeks which i was kinda happy bout in a way cuz i know its a bad idea and then he came in to work today and it was like takin 5 steps back again...im bad at doin that i know...
family life has been crazy...i dont even know whats goin on half the time though cuz im never home..but luckily my sis told me the other day that shes feeling happier and she thinks her luck is changing which is very good cuz maybe she wont go psychotic again...my mom, i dunno...i dunno what to do there...and pops...hes never clued into anythin..he just doesnt wanna deal with it....
hmm..friday night was fun...that was the bonfire at ash's beach...it was really different with so many people there this time but it was still cool...i dont think anything can beat the first one though with rachels palm branch...man that was good times...we were worried the whole night though cuz shaun fell off the face of the earth..but dont worry we found the dumbass...im excited for the next fiesta..probly on x-mas break sumtime..more smores! yay...hopefully it doesnt set me backwards again though.....
me n nicohle definitely gotta talk more...i stayed bout an extra hour at work today just chattin with her...we are so alike its crazy...i like bein able to relate with her..especially with my faith, which is a lil confusing right now...not goin as good as id like but im tryin...just not gettin anywhere yet...
things are still akward with sum people..i thought it was good now but i was wrong...i dunno how to fix it though...and i hate that cuz i need that to get better....