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I just got home from the beach. I had an OK time. It rained and that sucked. I was being so squeemish, like a girly girl cause i had just done my hair 2 days ago. I hate being sqeemish, its so not like me. Back in the day, everything was so "go with the flow". Part of that seems to have changed. I dont know what it is. I acctually care about my appearance now. Not that heres anythign wrong with that, but id love to go back to my hassle free days where my routine was shower and go. Now its shower, make sure my hair looks pretty and my ussual eyeliner and blush. I admit, im more low maintanace than most girls, but the fact that im not all natural all the time makes me feel as if im not being true. It could be that im suffering from paranoia. I would never wanna be anyone else but me. Personality wise i wouldnt wanna have it any other way. But when it comes to the physical aspect...Theres a whole lotta things id love to be diffrent. But thats a whole nother story..lol. Well the beach was fun and VERY tireing. I be going now.
Rogue
Rogue