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I hate crying. I hate feeling upset. Espcially in front of other people. I suppose it's a pride issue... I just don't like the feeling I get when people are trying to comfort me, almost as if I'm bringing them down, too.
I try to smile but it's way too much effort and too little reward. Too exhausting.
And I refuse to make people around me deal with a stressed out over emotional girl sexually frustrated girl... lol. That's just how much I care.
Things will get better.
I try to smile but it's way too much effort and too little reward. Too exhausting.
And I refuse to make people around me deal with a stressed out over emotional girl sexually frustrated girl... lol. That's just how much I care.
Things will get better.