Feb 22, 2005 19:24
Just to let everyone know how i really feel...
I don't care jessica lied to me, if colleen lied to me. I hope seriously, that people stop being so fake.
This for example:
Let's look at this.
Glowchild777: well?
PomeroyGirl13: well what?
Glowchild777: did you get my first im?
PomeroyGirl13: no
Glowchild777: i asked if your post about liars was about me or about colleen
PomeroyGirl13: both
***Because colleen called me and confirmed her story, and said she will talk to jess about it quote: "I don't care about jessica, or what she thinks i'll tell her exactly how i feel" among other comments on her tatoo, and her way of treating people.
Glowchild777: i'm quite aware that you've had a lot of beef with me lately, and quite frankly i think its fucking ridiculous
***I haven't said anything negative to her since we had our fight.
PomeroyGirl13: i don't care who said what or who is right
Glowchild777: step the fuck back laura, you havent been involved in my life for a damn long time
Glowchild777: you know nothing about what goes on or what went on
***RIGHT! I stopped carring. And actually, thought she was making some sort of effort until now.
PomeroyGirl13: you don't like it dont read it
PomeroyGirl13: how hard is that
Glowchild777: thats a bullshit immature response and you know it
PomeroyGirl13: get off your fucking high horse
Glowchild777: STOP BEING SO ANGRY
Glowchild777: i havent done anything to you
***Okay, how immature is it, if you NEVER talk to this perosn anyway, to not read about their opinions if you do not like them? She hasn't done anything to me? Ok, you obviously aren't aware of anything that you do. The things you say, the way you say them. Thus, get off your high horse.
PomeroyGirl13: what do you care?
Glowchild777: i dont think i'm better than anyone else
PomeroyGirl13: BULLSHIT
Glowchild777: where the fuck do you get off with this crap?
Glowchild777: YOU HAVE A FUCKING COMPLEX
Glowchild777: get over it
***Honestly, if i were her, i wouldn't care. Complex? Like, someone who treats a family that's done so much for her with total disrespect, talks mad SHIT, yes SHIT, about her b/f behind his back and then DENIES it....? I know I know, she's trying to make things better andresolve things. And if she is, i'm glad. I really fucking miss the jessica that wasn't such a vain bitch.
PomeroyGirl13: why even IM me?
Glowchild777: because i THOUGHT you were my friend
PomeroyGirl13: right
Glowchild777: i under the apparently false impression that you were
Glowchild777: as you claimed to be
PomeroyGirl13: since when?
Glowchild777: um, lemme think, since you TOLD me you were
Glowchild777: look
PomeroyGirl13: ....?
PomeroyGirl13: when?
***Never since our fight have I claimed this... and I wouldn't. I don't mind being there for her if she absolutely had no where to go... but i'm not going to cry for her and im definately not listening to her whine anymore.
Glowchild777: go live your fucked up life
Glowchild777: have your fights with josh, but do NOT call here any more when you need support
PomeroyGirl13: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIKE I CALLED?
PomeroyGirl13: TIME
Glowchild777: i'm pretty sure i can speak for craig when i say that no one will answer
Glowchild777: how many times did you?
Glowchild777: too many
PomeroyGirl13: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME?
Glowchild777: dont expect that kind of acceptance in the future
Glowchild777: i'm just letting you know
PomeroyGirl13: not in fucking forever
Glowchild777: its all a bullshit cycle
PomeroyGirl13: who cares?
PomeroyGirl13: GO WRECK A CAR
***I will have my fights with josh, i don't think i've even spoken to her about this since i gave her a ride home, in which case we had nothing else to talk about b/c theres nothing to talk to her about unless its art or craig, or you're new college experinces, and no one cares, really. As far as her speaking for craig, that's funny, b/c last time i checked craig has a mouth of his own. And if he doesn't want to speak to me b/c of HER then he's a sad individual. He'll be in my thoughts. Oh, and how many times did she call me wanting a ride here or there? Too many. Once was too many. But, thats WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR. Acceptance, darling, i don't need acceptance from someone who clearly needs anti depressants to function on a normal level.
Okay, so the last comment was uncalled for. I'll admit it, but i'm not sorry. That seems like what she does best. Wreck stuff.
Jess, if you decide in the future to talk to me on some normal level, not through IM, then we can talk. And i will answer anything you want and take all your comments and put downs like a champ. Until then, bite me.