IM SO SORRY
god damn i keep not writing in this mother fucker for a long time then i want to and then i think that it would be pointless to just start now that i havent in so long but whatever
here i am
well, last week i went to dinseyland and it was soooo much fun, i love kathleen ali and maddy sooo much!!!! and it's fun to watch my mom scream at EVERYTHING (that little girl, goofy, pluto, chip...hahaha)
and yesterday, ahh the weirdest thing happened! i was taking a shower and i started to feel super dizzy, but i thought it was just a head rush or something but then it started to get really really bad, so i put my hand against the wall for support, then i dont remember anythign and i woke up on the floor of the shower with the water still running and all and my head stung like hell but my whole body was completely numb, so ya i fainted. then i was still really dizzy but i thought i should go lay down on my bed so i got up and put one arm into my bath robe and while was putting my other arm in, it felt like it was taking A LOT of energy out of me and i started to feel that dizziness where i couldnt stand straight so i put my hand against the wall for support again and then i woke up on the ground behind my bathroom door, and i had fainted AGAIN.
super weird since ive never fainted in my whole life
so i went to the doctor today, and they took my blood, and if you know anything about me, you know that blood and veins are NOT my thing, needless to say that the mixture of the two are a disaster. i seriously wanted to CRY. Then they did a bunch of tests on my heart rate and my blodo pressure adn that was fine but then i went to the OTHER doctor and she recommend that i go to another doctor tomorrow (at 8 15 in the fucking morning), a cardiologist, to be exact, and now i have to wear this thing called a holter moniter tomorrow that will measure my heart rate ALL DAY.
"its better to be safe than sorry" says the mother
whatever, it's late and my apointment is already going to suck but it's going to suck worst now that i'll be tired as fuck tomorrow
xoxo
here i am
well, last week i went to dinseyland and it was soooo much fun, i love kathleen ali and maddy sooo much!!!! and it's fun to watch my mom scream at EVERYTHING (that little girl, goofy, pluto, chip...hahaha)
and yesterday, ahh the weirdest thing happened! i was taking a shower and i started to feel super dizzy, but i thought it was just a head rush or something but then it started to get really really bad, so i put my hand against the wall for support, then i dont remember anythign and i woke up on the floor of the shower with the water still running and all and my head stung like hell but my whole body was completely numb, so ya i fainted. then i was still really dizzy but i thought i should go lay down on my bed so i got up and put one arm into my bath robe and while was putting my other arm in, it felt like it was taking A LOT of energy out of me and i started to feel that dizziness where i couldnt stand straight so i put my hand against the wall for support again and then i woke up on the ground behind my bathroom door, and i had fainted AGAIN.
super weird since ive never fainted in my whole life
so i went to the doctor today, and they took my blood, and if you know anything about me, you know that blood and veins are NOT my thing, needless to say that the mixture of the two are a disaster. i seriously wanted to CRY. Then they did a bunch of tests on my heart rate and my blodo pressure adn that was fine but then i went to the OTHER doctor and she recommend that i go to another doctor tomorrow (at 8 15 in the fucking morning), a cardiologist, to be exact, and now i have to wear this thing called a holter moniter tomorrow that will measure my heart rate ALL DAY.
"its better to be safe than sorry" says the mother
whatever, it's late and my apointment is already going to suck but it's going to suck worst now that i'll be tired as fuck tomorrow
xoxo