Dec 01, 2006 03:56
So I've recently learned (in college) that I can not properly express myself through words (I either sound flowery and stupid or cliche and whiney) so I've decided to make a list. Of, well, my life thus far in higher education.
-I love my English teacher and I'm sad we only have two classes left, but Im glad all that fucking work is over with (turned in my huuuge essay today, ahhh)
-I HATE my drawing teacher. Bitch. Loud. Annoying. Fuck, I cant wait to never have to see her again, ever.
-I miss all of my friends like crazy and it sucks.
-I haven't really made any friends here that I hang out with outside of class, which also sucks.
-Im trying to make friends with these awesome people upstairs that remind me of Ryan and Alex, but I feel awkward because they already have a group of friends.
-This girl Sally was in the circus and shes so interesting, she plays the bango and sings folk songs, I want to be her best friend. We talk sometimes watching tv, but she seems like she enjoys keeping to herself.
-I'm scared to start doing artwork that isnt related to class because I have this terrible feeling that it will turn out like cliche bullshit.
-I'm working on this website that I feel is shitty but I dont know what to do about it.
-Im trying to figure out if I want to go to Amsterdam for Graphic Design this summer or to Italy for cultural history. Either way, I have to go somewhere this summer. I can't sit in Danville for three months.
-I still haven't heard from the housing people!! Ive been trying to move into the apartments for next semester, and I submitted an essay like two weeks ago. I plan to track down the apartment RA tomorrow.
-I need to start figuring out what Im making people for christmas.
-I get to perform for Vermillion Lies tomorrow night! Im nervous as fuck, but this is like my life-long dream (oh yeah, I recently decided that my goal is to join a vaudeville/cabaret/burlesque dance troupe). I need to practice for that.
Man, college kind of stinks. I need my own apartment, and a grand piano.