(no subject)
You know whats funny?
You saying everyone you love walks out on you
but its the same thing youve done to me
say you want to start thinking about whats best for you
so you start off with me
The one person who has tried to be there for you
Self pity, fuck that cuz its not
I dont even think thats the reason anymore
You probably just wanted to get at other people
You should of just said it
Would make it easy for me to hate your guts
but i cant
Im fucking in love with someone who doesnt even give a flying fuck
is to busy living her life with others
its fine
but i give up trying to please you
im in love with you
but that doesnt matter
nothing but words
my words arent shit, cause im a liar
you couldnt even believe what i felt. feel.
fine.
After tonight i have no heart
no feelings
I cant kill myself no matter how badly i want to
cause my sisters need me
i need to move forward and get them away from my father the fucking child molestor
need to get out of here
stupid tears
Always have been traded in for others
whyd i think this would be different
behind pretty faces like that
stupid bracelet
stupid mind that wont get you out of my head
i cant even sleep cuz you pop out in my dreams
everything reminds me of you
stupid shit people say reminds me of you
everything ive learned to love about you
i cant just forget that
but i wish i could
i wish this were easy
as easy as this is for you
maybe i need to leave
maybe we should move to seattle
running away from my problems wont help though
i cant even get up for school
i need to lose weight
keep myself busy
try not to think of you
but that wont work
wont ever work
i fucking hate myself
im sorry though for everything
i hope she does move on and gets what she wanted
thats what matters
that shes happy
i quit writting on this
i dont even want to get on the computer anymore
thatll just urge me to wanna check up on her
and i cant do that no more
im history
now ima go cry till i cant any longer
worthless tears.
You saying everyone you love walks out on you
but its the same thing youve done to me
say you want to start thinking about whats best for you
so you start off with me
The one person who has tried to be there for you
Self pity, fuck that cuz its not
I dont even think thats the reason anymore
You probably just wanted to get at other people
You should of just said it
Would make it easy for me to hate your guts
but i cant
Im fucking in love with someone who doesnt even give a flying fuck
is to busy living her life with others
its fine
but i give up trying to please you
im in love with you
but that doesnt matter
nothing but words
my words arent shit, cause im a liar
you couldnt even believe what i felt. feel.
fine.
After tonight i have no heart
no feelings
I cant kill myself no matter how badly i want to
cause my sisters need me
i need to move forward and get them away from my father the fucking child molestor
need to get out of here
stupid tears
Always have been traded in for others
whyd i think this would be different
behind pretty faces like that
stupid bracelet
stupid mind that wont get you out of my head
i cant even sleep cuz you pop out in my dreams
everything reminds me of you
stupid shit people say reminds me of you
everything ive learned to love about you
i cant just forget that
but i wish i could
i wish this were easy
as easy as this is for you
maybe i need to leave
maybe we should move to seattle
running away from my problems wont help though
i cant even get up for school
i need to lose weight
keep myself busy
try not to think of you
but that wont work
wont ever work
i fucking hate myself
im sorry though for everything
i hope she does move on and gets what she wanted
thats what matters
that shes happy
i quit writting on this
i dont even want to get on the computer anymore
thatll just urge me to wanna check up on her
and i cant do that no more
im history
now ima go cry till i cant any longer
worthless tears.