May 04, 2009 23:11
As these tears drops spill
I cant help but think
How horrible of a person i am
I do one good thing
And follow it up with 5 bad things
I cant help you
I dont know what to say
I dont know what to do
Whenever you get like this
I need to be besides you
Because thats how i feel i help most
My actions speak much louder
Than my words
Im sorry
For being the way i am
I dont mean to upset you
I really dont
I didnt mean to get all grrr over something stupid like that. I dont know whats on your mind. And i cant explian to you whats on my mind. You mean so much to me and you know that. Today was incredible and you know it. I hate that it had to end like this. I really do. I got mad earlier to when we were together and you noticed that but you know why, jealousy. How do you not expect me to get mad over that though. So and so not backin the fuck off. blah blah, i hate her. And i want to beat the living snot out of her for simply trying to get at you, for you are mine. And only mine. And i dnt give a fuck anymore. Millie, i love you and thats that. I do my best proving that to you everytime we're together and will continue doing so. And well im just sorry for being such a pain. Id private this but then you wouldnt be able to see it.so fuck it. ima post it.