gotta learn
well guess the fuck whattt. once again brianne gets fucking beat up. im so sick of guys i can even explain it. once ur heart gets broken once i feel like every little thing that happens to me i just cry again. well once i feel like things are actually improving and im getting happy and there is no drama in my life, oviously that cant happen to me because something always has to fuck up. and well guess what it did. u usually think u can trust ur bestfriends to not hurt you right. figuring they know that uve been hurt before. not in this case seriously im so upset i duno what to do. i cant believe the reason to especially when you talk to them about it and it doesnt seem like a problem. then this happens and nothing is going to be the same anymore. i was meant to be single and i know that now. maybe i hsould just turn into the slut that everyone thinks i am and not get attached so i cant get hurt. sounding pretty good right now. but i guess im going back to the unhappy brianne who drinks to cover up her feelings. didnt think this could happen especially when i like him that much but it does and theres nothing i can do about it.