my last hostage
Well I am trying this whole positive thinking thing. Giving the negative a rest .... as much as I can anyways. Yesterday was hard. 4 people ended up standing me up! It was nuts...but I am over it now.
I have been listening to a lot of good music, trying to work out and watch what I eat, finding new things to do online, writing a little bit. Anything to keep me busy while I am on lockdown these next two months. I am really not looking foward to going to jail these next two wkends (I go in at 8p on Saturday and get out 8p on Monday)...but I will hopefully have some books and just do what I have been doing...refelecting...in a smaller space! My lawyer said I may be able to get out before 8 Monday, he said they sometimes let ppl out at midnight that Sunday....again it all depends. I won't find out until I check in Saturday night. I just hope they don't make me take out my nose ring...that'd be silly:)
I ordered a couple books off amazon.com..."the secret", "the artists way", and a financial book about women and finances by suze orman. They won't be here for a month! STUPID...I want my enlightment now haha j/k. But I am looking forward to those coming in.
Alright well I am going to eat breakfast and work out some then head to work at 1!
edit...I cancelled "the secret"...maybe next time I'll get it but I only need one book on the same subject matter at a time thanks!
I have been listening to a lot of good music, trying to work out and watch what I eat, finding new things to do online, writing a little bit. Anything to keep me busy while I am on lockdown these next two months. I am really not looking foward to going to jail these next two wkends (I go in at 8p on Saturday and get out 8p on Monday)...but I will hopefully have some books and just do what I have been doing...refelecting...in a smaller space! My lawyer said I may be able to get out before 8 Monday, he said they sometimes let ppl out at midnight that Sunday....again it all depends. I won't find out until I check in Saturday night. I just hope they don't make me take out my nose ring...that'd be silly:)
I ordered a couple books off amazon.com..."the secret", "the artists way", and a financial book about women and finances by suze orman. They won't be here for a month! STUPID...I want my enlightment now haha j/k. But I am looking forward to those coming in.
Alright well I am going to eat breakfast and work out some then head to work at 1!
edit...I cancelled "the secret"...maybe next time I'll get it but I only need one book on the same subject matter at a time thanks!