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[lovestreet]

Worked out for about 40 minutes today. I feel really good today, eating lots of fruit and veggies, drinking the water, getting good sleep for the most part, and working out. Sometimes I wonder if people look at someone average or slightly bigger and think they must not do anything for fitness when meanwhile, here I am working my ass off, probably more so than most people. That's probably just paranoia.

And I do want to lose weight, I want it badly enough to work for it. I have to remind myself that it's worth it.