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...its been a week now since me and tj broke up. i was putting my life on hold for way too long. theres so much that i still have to do with my self. i wanna go to school...n im still young and i wanna go out. i hated the restrictions, and feeling that nothing i ever did was good enough, i hated the lack of communication we had and the feeling like he didnt care. i have too much going on in my life, i need to get my life straigntend out, some people dont understand, but i dont expect them to, maby i just dont want them to. this is my life and im tired of being unhappy i need to do something with my life besides work. n i want my friends back....this week has gone pretty fast and im doing much better n i feel i made the right decision....i hope i didnt upset anyone and if i did i apoligize. its just something i needed to do....
i just got home from jersey today and getting away helped so much. got some time to think n clear my mind. thank you to all my friends who helped me through it with an awsome week. tuesday night kicked ass n im sure this tuesday will too. n just being around my old friends n being with rach and jess helped me so much. i love yenz n thanx <3