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I miss you; But I am not about to run back now.
I have been strong. I have to keep going.
Stunning.
I need the right guy.
Not the one I can live with;
But the one I cannot live without.
I need to be his everything.
And be treated the way i deserve.
And then there's David.
But things aren't right.
I can't explain what it is.
I have feelings for him.
But I'm not feeling forever with him.
For reasons only he and I know.
Which is shitty and makes me sound like
a bitch, But I am getting more and more
discouraged. I can't deal with this.
It is far more than I can handle.
Especially when I feel him slipping away
and there's nothing we can do to save us.
I'm through with worrying about guys. The right one will find me. I want my friends and my son. I want to enjoy life and wait for the day that I meet "him".
Disreguard this.
I have been strong. I have to keep going.
Stunning.
I need the right guy.
Not the one I can live with;
But the one I cannot live without.
I need to be his everything.
And be treated the way i deserve.
And then there's David.
But things aren't right.
I can't explain what it is.
I have feelings for him.
But I'm not feeling forever with him.
For reasons only he and I know.
Which is shitty and makes me sound like
a bitch, But I am getting more and more
discouraged. I can't deal with this.
It is far more than I can handle.
Especially when I feel him slipping away
and there's nothing we can do to save us.
I'm through with worrying about guys. The right one will find me. I want my friends and my son. I want to enjoy life and wait for the day that I meet "him".
Disreguard this.