Here goes

Sep 05, 2005 22:09

I guess this is a confession of some sort. Anyone can comment on this one. Here goes.

I guess this summer has been one to remember. Although there are parts I want to forget, I cannot. They are history now. I guess I just wanted to take this time to say I'm truly sorry to everyone I've done wrong to this summer.. whether it may have been harsh words.. not calling when I should have.. assuming something I shouldn't have.. or just didn't call because I thought you should have called me.

I'm sorry.

Although I know for some of you this may not be enough.. but I cannot hold grudges anymore, and I won't. I can only hope to mend the friendships we do have to carry them on past high school. Senior year has kind of smacked me in the face this past week or two, and I've done a lot of thinking and catching up with people I never should have let go of during this summer. I'm going to graduate with you guys, and I don't want to sit in that chair thinking hatefull things when anyone walks across that stage, and I don't want anyone thinking hateful things of me either. So if there is anything left to say to clear things up, let it be now, because this year should be the best one of our lives.

I really didn't know how much I really missed you ALL until I realized what I had been missing.

This summer was quite interesting, in fact. It started out slow, yet boggled.. and finished with some tears of anger and refreshment. It's almost like I want to start anew, and yet take everything back to the closeness I once had with all of you. I miss you guys. I really, really do.

So here it is.. this post is to all of you who I've ever done wrong, or was just stupid to and let my anger get to me.

Happy Labor Day.

Jessica

P.S. Jeff B: I love you man! You totally made my day at work last night! Thank you.
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