Back again
Once I get the hang of this I will really be writing much more often. I loose my freaking password all the time and then when I get a new one for whatever reason cannot figure out how to type the thing in so I get frustrated and just quit. But anyway, for today I am back.
Youngest son was scheduled to have the last of his reconstructive surgery next week only now the freaking insurance won't ok it saying it is cosmetic. Well duh! He was born with a birth defect on his face of course it is cosmetic. BUT it is more than that he needs this to help his eye close. They have rejected it 2 times now. Even though it is a reconstruct for a birth defect they say it is not needed for him to eat and sleep and function...not those exact words but you get the drift. So now he and husband are sitting downstairs all in a funk. I have tried to help him deal with this for the past 21 years and right now I just cannot think of anything encouraging or positive to say to him that will help. I love his face just the way it is..I always have. And he has come such a long way and has had some horrible painful surgeries..some lasting 14 hours! I have always supported him but right now part of me is looking at it the same way the insurance company is..is this really needed? Part of me says yes part of me say no. And part of me is heartbroken because he just cannot accept himself the way others do. Part of me feels so much guilt for having this happen to him no one will ever know. I want him to find love and to be happy. But that is another story for another day.
Work is so bad. We wonder from day to day if the store is going to close. The new people that have been there less than 2 months are getting so much time off..how can you start a job and demand time off 3 weeks later..and not just a day..weeks on end. I just don't get it.
We are revamping the balloon department..God willing it will be ready to go by saturday morning. Prices had to go up and we got more, and I mean many many more styles of balloons at 99 cents each so that all has to be re-done. We are so busy now I don't know why they have to do this now. I have useless help on saturdays and I am getting so tired of doing it all myself, even though I am the helium queen..hahahahaha! I just need a vacation..I need to be on a beach with a frozen anything in my hand...and somebody to rub oil all over my back..but wait that's for another day.
Hope this finds you all well...I have ranted long enough. Have a wonderful evening.
Youngest son was scheduled to have the last of his reconstructive surgery next week only now the freaking insurance won't ok it saying it is cosmetic. Well duh! He was born with a birth defect on his face of course it is cosmetic. BUT it is more than that he needs this to help his eye close. They have rejected it 2 times now. Even though it is a reconstruct for a birth defect they say it is not needed for him to eat and sleep and function...not those exact words but you get the drift. So now he and husband are sitting downstairs all in a funk. I have tried to help him deal with this for the past 21 years and right now I just cannot think of anything encouraging or positive to say to him that will help. I love his face just the way it is..I always have. And he has come such a long way and has had some horrible painful surgeries..some lasting 14 hours! I have always supported him but right now part of me is looking at it the same way the insurance company is..is this really needed? Part of me says yes part of me say no. And part of me is heartbroken because he just cannot accept himself the way others do. Part of me feels so much guilt for having this happen to him no one will ever know. I want him to find love and to be happy. But that is another story for another day.
Work is so bad. We wonder from day to day if the store is going to close. The new people that have been there less than 2 months are getting so much time off..how can you start a job and demand time off 3 weeks later..and not just a day..weeks on end. I just don't get it.
We are revamping the balloon department..God willing it will be ready to go by saturday morning. Prices had to go up and we got more, and I mean many many more styles of balloons at 99 cents each so that all has to be re-done. We are so busy now I don't know why they have to do this now. I have useless help on saturdays and I am getting so tired of doing it all myself, even though I am the helium queen..hahahahaha! I just need a vacation..I need to be on a beach with a frozen anything in my hand...and somebody to rub oil all over my back..but wait that's for another day.
Hope this finds you all well...I have ranted long enough. Have a wonderful evening.