Man I didnt know I could be this content!
♥I didnt know it was possible for me to be this happy in life.♥
I mean things are going well. Magi and I don't fight really we get along and we hang out enough but not too much. I need a job DESPERATLY but that will work out i have this months rent but i need to get a job for next months. Its not so bad really. Our friends are fun. I love them all and I love having them come visit us!!.
I have a sorda boy. Were working on it and I like that. This is the first time in a long time that I've put anywork into a relationship of any kind. I havent taken any chances in a long time and hopefully this one will be worth it, and not bite me in the ass in the end.. or even if it does I want to atleast be able to say it was fun and it was worth it...... Its a nice change to try an care about a relationship. I didnt think I wanted a relationship but I think that its what I need... some one constant, who loves me for me, someone I can laugh at with and have them laugh at me, someone to miss. Instead of being impartial and not caring one way or the other, whether they call back or not.. yeah i like this feeling. it make sthe world seem better like it doesnt always suck!! I like that he likes me! i just dont know hwy in the hell he does... what possed him to like Me? Me of all people. Im crazy and wild and weird and noisy and annoying.. and i want to know what the hell he was thinking!!!... hmm.. i think i will ask him.. one day.... I mean im a Kick ass chick. and this thing what ever it turns out to be will be fun I JUST DONT WANT TO REGRET ANYTHING.... even if this doesnt work i want to have learnt something about myself.. not that im rooting for this to fail or anything!!!
He's a great guy. cute, very funny, his personality its amazing!! and he says the cutest shit sometimes.
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Like how I looked amazing in the pictures he saw from prom!! He's a sweetheart and he makes me smile! I want him to come cuddle and watch a movie with me!!!! I <3 him!!.. and that isnt love thats a heart... its to strong a emotion fopr this early.... I don't want to get all like that yet... plus i think it fits well! like him an I we fit well together! I see him online and my heart skips a beat... i know its kinda cheesey.. and completly UNLIKE me.. but its me and where I am right now!! Im not trying to sound sappy or overly attached... it just cute! and innocent the first part of the relationship that you love!!
yeah thats it!!!
I mean things are going well. Magi and I don't fight really we get along and we hang out enough but not too much. I need a job DESPERATLY but that will work out i have this months rent but i need to get a job for next months. Its not so bad really. Our friends are fun. I love them all and I love having them come visit us!!.
I have a sorda boy. Were working on it and I like that. This is the first time in a long time that I've put anywork into a relationship of any kind. I havent taken any chances in a long time and hopefully this one will be worth it, and not bite me in the ass in the end.. or even if it does I want to atleast be able to say it was fun and it was worth it...... Its a nice change to try an care about a relationship. I didnt think I wanted a relationship but I think that its what I need... some one constant, who loves me for me, someone I can laugh at with and have them laugh at me, someone to miss. Instead of being impartial and not caring one way or the other, whether they call back or not.. yeah i like this feeling. it make sthe world seem better like it doesnt always suck!! I like that he likes me! i just dont know hwy in the hell he does... what possed him to like Me? Me of all people. Im crazy and wild and weird and noisy and annoying.. and i want to know what the hell he was thinking!!!... hmm.. i think i will ask him.. one day.... I mean im a Kick ass chick. and this thing what ever it turns out to be will be fun I JUST DONT WANT TO REGRET ANYTHING.... even if this doesnt work i want to have learnt something about myself.. not that im rooting for this to fail or anything!!!
He's a great guy. cute, very funny, his personality its amazing!! and he says the cutest shit sometimes.
........
Like how I looked amazing in the pictures he saw from prom!! He's a sweetheart and he makes me smile! I want him to come cuddle and watch a movie with me!!!! I <3 him!!.. and that isnt love thats a heart... its to strong a emotion fopr this early.... I don't want to get all like that yet... plus i think it fits well! like him an I we fit well together! I see him online and my heart skips a beat... i know its kinda cheesey.. and completly UNLIKE me.. but its me and where I am right now!! Im not trying to sound sappy or overly attached... it just cute! and innocent the first part of the relationship that you love!!
yeah thats it!!!