i'm back
maybe.
i've really been trying to get my life together. been working. not doing drugs. not cutting myself. eating healthy. all this good shit.
the frustrating thing is that i don't really feel very much better. they tell me i will. ok but WHEN?
sometimes i read messages boards on the internet and feel so much hatred. and i question. what right do i have to hate?
hate feels right. it makes me individual. it means i think for myself. butbutbut...
i am still lost and still don't understnad.
i've really been trying to get my life together. been working. not doing drugs. not cutting myself. eating healthy. all this good shit.
the frustrating thing is that i don't really feel very much better. they tell me i will. ok but WHEN?
sometimes i read messages boards on the internet and feel so much hatred. and i question. what right do i have to hate?
hate feels right. it makes me individual. it means i think for myself. butbutbut...
i am still lost and still don't understnad.