Love Spell, the fragrance of my life!

[lovespell]

I don't exactly know why I decided to make a journal, I guess it's so I'll have something to do when I'm up at 12 or 1 in the morning with nothing to do. I hope it will entertain someone besides myself, but if it doesn't then oh well! I would like to say Happy Belated Fathers Day to all the dad's out there. I have to say that I love Devin more than anything else in this world, or this just wouldn't be my journal. I can't believe that I'm going to be a junior! Ya I know, it's weird even though school is out, I don't feel like my life is any less hectic than normal. Actually I think that it's worse because I don't have school, so my parents just want to drag me with them where ever they are going. My mom is getting frustrated with all of the parties that I've been invited to. I am never home anymore, except to cook which is usually for the entire family. I mean don't get me wrong, my parents help. It's just that sometimes I feel like I have had to take on to many adult responsibilities to quickly, that's all.
Do you ever notice that when you have known someone for a while & they change your life & make it easier to live, that you don't notice how much they do until you lose them? Well I realized that after you lose them, that if they come back you realize that how much you thought that you missed them is only one tenth of how much it really is, and how much it hurts not to have them there all the time.
Well, I can tell by this journal that mine are going to be quite extensive. Well, I guess this is good for now, lol L8R