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"I'm not your average guy. Though build of same steel, I dent very easily. I'm lost without a map, love slow songs, and want to love someone for who they are, not what they give me. I'm not shy much, unless I really want that person to like me. It's amazing that people like me, for I am wild and crazy. Though, few lay down with me to see the Ryan that's inside my heart. I cuddle them, cherish their time, look into their eyes, and, just by my pupils, tell them that I love them. But, most won't see the Ryan like that, or the Ryan that cries in his sleep. I was taught to never show weakness, and crying was one of those weaknesses that was always listed. So, I have taught myself not to cry within the presence of anyone. I guess the pain gets me in my sleep, like daggers to a loaf of bread.
Most people say about me that I am a crazy person that helps anyone with their day. I can, 99 % of the time, put a smile on even the rural of faces. I just love to see people smile. It's not even the attention, I just like to be surrounded by happyness because it makes me happier. I wish I could just say that to her- she believes that I just want attention and seek it. But, that's not always the case. Her attention is the only kind that I want at all times of the day. I wish she'd realize that after 1 year and 2 months together. Will she ever learn it? I'm never sure.
Is she the source of my tears? I never know. Sometimes, yes. And sometimes, just a little. I just wish I could show her the part that's aching and show her my good intentions- that I always want to be around her. Is that really a crime? Is it a crime that I want her silk lips apon mine at all hours of the day, taking me to a neverland that I have never experienced? Well, she may never know this. It may be too late to really acquire it.
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Yeah, you can guess what happened with Cathy and I again. Let's just skip that part, shall we?
Today was an okay day. Science FCAT was a piece of cake! I've always been good at science though, so...yeah. Well, after, had a good orchestra class, then went to lunch and hung out with the gang. I think that I saw Ally but not really sure. If I did, HEY ALLY! lol Spanish was a breeze, had to review for a test. Then, CP2 was an easy day.
Got home and then went to work. Wonderful work at Wings Plus! SOMEONE COME SEE ME SOMETIMES! I work on Sunday, Monday, and Wednesday. I work (on Sunday) all day and night but 5-10:30 on Mondays and Wednesdays. It's in the Ramblewood Court, the one with the Publix, Blockbuster, Plato's Closet, Super Cuts, Dragon Express, and Chicken Kitchen. EVERYONE COME SEE ME!
Other than that, hey to everyone and I give my love to all of you.
Poet and you know it,
Ryan Maguire
"I'm not your average guy. Though build of same steel, I dent very easily. I'm lost without a map, love slow songs, and want to love someone for who they are, not what they give me. I'm not shy much, unless I really want that person to like me. It's amazing that people like me, for I am wild and crazy. Though, few lay down with me to see the Ryan that's inside my heart. I cuddle them, cherish their time, look into their eyes, and, just by my pupils, tell them that I love them. But, most won't see the Ryan like that, or the Ryan that cries in his sleep. I was taught to never show weakness, and crying was one of those weaknesses that was always listed. So, I have taught myself not to cry within the presence of anyone. I guess the pain gets me in my sleep, like daggers to a loaf of bread.
Most people say about me that I am a crazy person that helps anyone with their day. I can, 99 % of the time, put a smile on even the rural of faces. I just love to see people smile. It's not even the attention, I just like to be surrounded by happyness because it makes me happier. I wish I could just say that to her- she believes that I just want attention and seek it. But, that's not always the case. Her attention is the only kind that I want at all times of the day. I wish she'd realize that after 1 year and 2 months together. Will she ever learn it? I'm never sure.
Is she the source of my tears? I never know. Sometimes, yes. And sometimes, just a little. I just wish I could show her the part that's aching and show her my good intentions- that I always want to be around her. Is that really a crime? Is it a crime that I want her silk lips apon mine at all hours of the day, taking me to a neverland that I have never experienced? Well, she may never know this. It may be too late to really acquire it.
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Yeah, you can guess what happened with Cathy and I again. Let's just skip that part, shall we?
Today was an okay day. Science FCAT was a piece of cake! I've always been good at science though, so...yeah. Well, after, had a good orchestra class, then went to lunch and hung out with the gang. I think that I saw Ally but not really sure. If I did, HEY ALLY! lol Spanish was a breeze, had to review for a test. Then, CP2 was an easy day.
Got home and then went to work. Wonderful work at Wings Plus! SOMEONE COME SEE ME SOMETIMES! I work on Sunday, Monday, and Wednesday. I work (on Sunday) all day and night but 5-10:30 on Mondays and Wednesdays. It's in the Ramblewood Court, the one with the Publix, Blockbuster, Plato's Closet, Super Cuts, Dragon Express, and Chicken Kitchen. EVERYONE COME SEE ME!
Other than that, hey to everyone and I give my love to all of you.
Poet and you know it,
Ryan Maguire