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Things in life are fucking great. Shit happens but who the fuck cares. I love the way shit is right now and I wouldn't trade it for anything. If things do happen to get fucked up, oh well, I could live. I can't wait for tomorrow. I could pretend I was never there. I confuse myself. I can't explain myself. I love it though. If I did know what was going on I wouldn't be that happy. In the back of my mind I do know whats going on but I won't admit it. I love the way that works. It fits in. Yet, I still want to pretend though im not ready. I take it how it is now and it works just fine. Maybe instead of putting it in an easy form, i'll explain it so you won't understand. I lost something. I also gained. In the end it was well worth it and I don't want to go back now. The end..yea, that sounds good now.