Nov 04, 2009 12:47
My way of thinking has changed completely. I look back at the things I've written and being embarrassed of the things I've said. I'm open to you, I'm open to life; I'm trying new things. I wont stop being myself, I wont stop laughing..
Cast the calming apple
Up and over satellites
To draw out the timid wild one
To convince you it's alright
And I listen for the whisper
Of your sweet insanity while I formulate
Denials of your affect on me
You're a stranger
So what do I care
You vanish today
Not the first time I hear
All the lies
What am I to do with all this silence
Shy away, shy away phantom
Run away terrified child
Won't you move away you fucking tornado
I'm better off without you
Tearing my will down