I am going to sleep
I've been going through a few things and it has really been wearing on me because I dont have any friends to talk things out with.
I told my parents I want to talk to someone, but they never take me seriously.
So finally I called my last resort... Mark.
And that asshole has been living in Texas City about 3 fucking minutes from my house and has been for 3 months and hasn't called me.
I don't know what's better... a best friend who lives 200 miles away who doesn't call you or a best friend who lives 2 miles away and doesn't call you.
So Mark came over... I thought everything could just be normal... you know... the way things used to be... but I was wrong.
I finally had to fucking punch him before he ever remotely started backing off. He just kept saying "You know you want it."
All I wanted was a fucking friend! FUCK YOU! I can't believe you were so fucking full of yourself that you thought I would actually want to have sex with you. Fuck off asshole!
I hate him. I hate every person I have ever gotten close to.
I hate this.
Every person I have ever let in has hurt me so badly.
I never want to let anyone in again.
I told my parents I want to talk to someone, but they never take me seriously.
So finally I called my last resort... Mark.
And that asshole has been living in Texas City about 3 fucking minutes from my house and has been for 3 months and hasn't called me.
I don't know what's better... a best friend who lives 200 miles away who doesn't call you or a best friend who lives 2 miles away and doesn't call you.
So Mark came over... I thought everything could just be normal... you know... the way things used to be... but I was wrong.
I finally had to fucking punch him before he ever remotely started backing off. He just kept saying "You know you want it."
All I wanted was a fucking friend! FUCK YOU! I can't believe you were so fucking full of yourself that you thought I would actually want to have sex with you. Fuck off asshole!
I hate him. I hate every person I have ever gotten close to.
I hate this.
Every person I have ever let in has hurt me so badly.
I never want to let anyone in again.