Aug 27, 2011 14:33
Being a happy person is incredibly difficult when there's absolutely nothing to be happy about. There's no way Josh still loves me. I don't believe it anymore.. I told him all I wanted to do tonight was BE with him.. Have SEX with him.. & he said "no". He'd rather go out with his boys.
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I literally balled my eyes out because my boyfriend didn't want to fuck me.
Pathetic, I know.
Being pregnant all by yourself is no fun. No matter how busy I keep myself.. I'm lonely. I miss my boyfriend, & I'm getting more & more sad everyday.
My nightmare is to become a depressed, heartbroken single mother.