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I want to die... lalalalalalalalal.... and I don't know why lalalalalalalalal
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Do you believe?
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Is my mission accomplished? Cause that's all.
All I want.
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Went to an open mike night last night and ended up singing with my drunk big sister. Twas grande ol' time.
Song I sang:
I hear the clock, it's six a.m.
I feel so far from where I've been
I got my eggs and my pancakes too
I got my maple syrup, everything but you.
I break the yolks, make a smiley face
I kinda like it in my brand new place
I wipe the spots off the mirror
Don't leave the keys in the door
Never put wet towels on the floor anymore' cause
Dreams last for so long
even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you.
I called my momma, she was out for a walk
Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn't wanna talk
So I picked up a paper, it was more bad news
More hearts being broken or people being used
Put on my coat in the pouring rain
I saw a movie it just wasn't the same
'Cause it was happy and I was sad
It made me miss you oh so bad 'cause
Dreams last for so long
Even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you.
I go about my business, I'm doin fine
Besides what would I say if I had you on the line
Same old story, not much to say
Hearts are broken, everyday.
I brush my teeth and put the cap back on
I know you hate it when I leave the light on
I pick a book up. Turn the sheets down.
Take a deep breath and a good look around
Put on my pjs and hop into bed
I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead
I try and tell myself it'll be all right
I just shouldn't think anymore tonight 'cause
Dreams last for so long
Even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon I know you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you
Yeah.... You were meant for me and I was meant for you.
I haven't sang up on stage since.... Campus Idol?.... yeah and I haven't really sang in front of anyone since..... LAST year. *ahem*... except for bowser.... but whatevs.
I just....feel like crap today... and i don't know why... today is the day of beauty, and I couldn't feel more otherwise....
i'm confused. are you convinced? please tell me yes, that's all I want. I'm not going to try, but I hope that you are.
If not, I hope someday you see me as something other than a liar... I would rather you see me as a dirtbag than a liar.. because.... I've grown up learning that a liar is worse.
***
Do you believe?
***
Is my mission accomplished? Cause that's all.
All I want.
***
Went to an open mike night last night and ended up singing with my drunk big sister. Twas grande ol' time.
Song I sang:
I hear the clock, it's six a.m.
I feel so far from where I've been
I got my eggs and my pancakes too
I got my maple syrup, everything but you.
I break the yolks, make a smiley face
I kinda like it in my brand new place
I wipe the spots off the mirror
Don't leave the keys in the door
Never put wet towels on the floor anymore' cause
Dreams last for so long
even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you.
I called my momma, she was out for a walk
Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn't wanna talk
So I picked up a paper, it was more bad news
More hearts being broken or people being used
Put on my coat in the pouring rain
I saw a movie it just wasn't the same
'Cause it was happy and I was sad
It made me miss you oh so bad 'cause
Dreams last for so long
Even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you.
I go about my business, I'm doin fine
Besides what would I say if I had you on the line
Same old story, not much to say
Hearts are broken, everyday.
I brush my teeth and put the cap back on
I know you hate it when I leave the light on
I pick a book up. Turn the sheets down.
Take a deep breath and a good look around
Put on my pjs and hop into bed
I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead
I try and tell myself it'll be all right
I just shouldn't think anymore tonight 'cause
Dreams last for so long
Even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon I know you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you
Yeah.... You were meant for me and I was meant for you.
I haven't sang up on stage since.... Campus Idol?.... yeah and I haven't really sang in front of anyone since..... LAST year. *ahem*... except for bowser.... but whatevs.
I just....feel like crap today... and i don't know why... today is the day of beauty, and I couldn't feel more otherwise....
i'm confused. are you convinced? please tell me yes, that's all I want. I'm not going to try, but I hope that you are.
If not, I hope someday you see me as something other than a liar... I would rather you see me as a dirtbag than a liar.. because.... I've grown up learning that a liar is worse.