Oct 24, 2005 23:04
And I knew that you were a truth
I would rather lose
than to have never lain beside at all
I hope to god i did the right thing, maybe one day it'll feel like it.
he's gonna have a new life, a new world, a new chance, and plenty of lessons. He's gonna be okay, and "she", whoever she may be, will see only his best. This was the right thing.
I have freedom and dreams and myself back again. I smiled and talked in class today. This is the person i missed the most. Jessica Lynn. I missed her. He changed me; on one level it was for the good, i'll never forget the advice he spoke or the times i felt like i could do anything because his smile told me so, but on another level...
He took my life and my secrets and he ripped them apart and put them on the front page. he took my heart, and taught it how to feel. :-/
I might forgive one day, but i'll never forget. the best lessons always seem to come with a price.