and you kissed me like you meant it.
We figured things out. He realized he threw out something good, i realized I need to change. I wasn't just his whore and i hurt him a bit, i think, when i stated i was. 2 nice mornings this weekend, one sad but helpful convo till 1:30 last night. We're fine now.I love doing absolutley nothing but talking and drifting off to sleep in his arms.
One thing left to worry about. By next week, I shall know. Whether it be happy or sad...*sigh* dunno.
Friday I had a breakdown. not a clue as to why. I cried, until I almost threw up, for 3 hours. Laura and I went to the mall after that because I scared my mother and she came to school to make sure i was fine. Steve Madden made me happy. I am superficial.
It's almost break. Happy Hannakuh/Merry Christmas Time.... Oh my I have to go shopping. But I am so poor. No one gets gifts.
I have to do homework. many hours of it. I want to attend public school again. Dryden is sounding quite pleasant.
One thing left to worry about. By next week, I shall know. Whether it be happy or sad...*sigh* dunno.
Friday I had a breakdown. not a clue as to why. I cried, until I almost threw up, for 3 hours. Laura and I went to the mall after that because I scared my mother and she came to school to make sure i was fine. Steve Madden made me happy. I am superficial.
It's almost break. Happy Hannakuh/Merry Christmas Time.... Oh my I have to go shopping. But I am so poor. No one gets gifts.
I have to do homework. many hours of it. I want to attend public school again. Dryden is sounding quite pleasant.