And it keeps getting better
I've spent alot of time with jeremey this week :-D And I guess thats all I need to say. Movies and stupid seats lol, watching him play hockey with Emily (lol em, that def. goes on our memory list "omg thats so hot" "no its really not" "aww hes a midget" "Like Emilio Estevez??" "Those jeans!" "she's so fat"), walking through the science institute on our day off and almost falling asleep on the couch holding hands with him in the lounge. It's been awhile let me tell you. I'm liking it.
I lie to myself alot. Talking to a person alot this week has made me realize alot of things about myself and how real i can be. I don't want to be fake for you, yet I don't want to lose him. Can't say anything right out, cuz its just never the perfect moment. False security is all I got, and I'm afraid of how deep my emotions go sometimes. Things stay in my head for so long and I've said that i've gotten over them, yet i haven't at all. Making improvements though I guess. Alot of confusion in one area but making sense in another.
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Home for the weekend...Tomorrow is Mike's party, i need someone to go with me. And yeah thats about it. Its been an amazing week :-D
I lie to myself alot. Talking to a person alot this week has made me realize alot of things about myself and how real i can be. I don't want to be fake for you, yet I don't want to lose him. Can't say anything right out, cuz its just never the perfect moment. False security is all I got, and I'm afraid of how deep my emotions go sometimes. Things stay in my head for so long and I've said that i've gotten over them, yet i haven't at all. Making improvements though I guess. Alot of confusion in one area but making sense in another.
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Home for the weekend...Tomorrow is Mike's party, i need someone to go with me. And yeah thats about it. Its been an amazing week :-D